Jesus, I Hate Buying Computers

My computer died about a month ago. I got memorabilia extracted off the hard drive and have been using Dad's laptop since. I've been meaning to buy an IBM Thinkpad like Seth had, because he had a sweet machine, superfast and nice screen resolution etc. Today Dad emailed me this deal on the very computer I want but when I go to buy it, I can't be sure I'm like checking every box right... I mean I think the deal is that I can get an upgrade on these features, but when I go to the sales page, I can't be sure that I'm actually getting the upgrade.... Gah! pantpantpantpant... Gah!

I think I'll just chicken out again and ask my dad to go through the work of buying the damn thing. I'm such a wuss.