Cautious Relaxation

I'm doing internal medicine at the main university hospital now, which is supposed to be a pressure cooker for every rotation (it certainly is for my roommate, who's on surgery). And it's not so bad, at least so far. My team is really nice and they're not piling on the work. In fact, I get too much downtime, because there are three frigging med students on our team and it dilutes all the work. Oh well. I'm not complaining about getting off work at 3:50pm. I think I'm going to celebrate by going to bed early. In any case, I feel kind of hypervigilant and still a little afraid to relax.

I didn't do anything for Halloween. I was pretty lame. I could've gone trick-or-treating tonight with my nephew, but I felt too tired. Instead I watched The Big Lebowski, which is truly one of the greatest movies of all time.